life (or a fairly good imitation)
So much has changed in my life the past few months. I can't help but feel most of it is for the best. The strangest part, at least for me, is how I have absolutely no regrets. Even though certain chapters of my life are over, and likely won't be repeated, I am in no way unhappy about that. It is interesting how much I have grown as a person over the past few months. So many things that I used to find important are completely irrelevant, and things I never even thought of are very important to me. My concept of life in general has changed, broadened even. While I never considered myself closed-minded, I would say that I may have just been "unaware". I use that word loosely, as it is the only one I can come up with to even remotely describe my former consiousness as opposed to the current state of things in my head. It's almost spiritual, but not in a religious way. but the very meaning of the word spiritual. I have started to find a lot of peace with myself, and I have started being completely responsible for what I think, and trying to remember that other people's hang ups are their own problems and I can't go around fixing everything or letting other people's internal conflicts effect me. I can only improve and fix myself. and that is such a completely peaceful place to be in.

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